I’ve been feeling a bit cooped up lately. Maybe it’s winter time, maybe it’s the demands of a toddler who is swiftly growing up, knows his own mind and seems to require a lot more ‘entertaining’. It used to be the case that I could scoop him up and drag him out to the shops to do the errands without much complaint. Lately I feel like it’s a struggle to get him out of the house and away from the television. Whatever the reason, last Monday felt like a good day to escape to one of our local parks. The weather was fine and mild…
but the play area was empty.
These are the days that I feel I should be taking advantage off. I know that when school really takes over there will be no more empty play areas. However, proper school, reception year, is a long way off yet. Plenty of time for getting out and about.
My boy is pretty confident in his climbing and balancing. It’s just a shame he didn’t have his siblings to play with.
I had a few opportunities to enjoy the bits and pieces of nature scattered around by the previous weeks high winds. Babykins wasn’t really interested.
I am always drawn to looking at lichen it’s so delicate. Silly really but I do like both the texture and subtle colours.
In the low winter sunlight even the dried up leaves with grass sticking through looked pretty.
So, our little trip out was fun and certainly made me feel a bit better about keeping on with the parenting…
Babykins is not a baby anymore.
My ‘baby’ can almost keep up with his brother and sister on his scooter.
He knows how to operate the hose in Grandma’s greenhouse. More importantly, he can water the plants without watering himself.
He can make himself understood and ask questions. His speech may not be terribly clear but we can all understand it when he says “I will” with such determination.
More importantly, since Easter, his sleep habits have changed. I hardly dare to say it but he is sleeping all night, in his own little bed.
Growing from a two year old into a three year old is quite a thing to do. There are so many changes along the way. My baby gets stronger and more confident every day.
But he’s always going to be my baby, whatever.
Sleep, I miss it. Actually, what I miss is uninterrupted sleep. I know babies need to wake in the night. I know that it’s normal toddler behaviour to want to cuddle up to your Mum. I know all the logical stuff about kids and sleep. But really, ENOUGH!
I long for consistent bedtimes and a soundly sleeping child but I don’t think that’s going to happen anytime soon. Babykins is testing my reserves as a mother. Most of the time I can cope but this week I’m ready to throw in the towel. Time to pass the responsibility to The Husband for a night or two. In the meantime I will keep this image in my head.
There’s nothing in life as perfect as a sleeping child.